My Random thoughts on this game January 2020

Whats up my dudes? I hope you don't mind I just felt like expressing some thoughts about this game. I been playing since about this summer. I am terrible at this game but I enjoy it alot lol. The format I express my thoughts in is sometimes abit rambly so I apologize for that. The first thought I'd like to express is that sometimes I wonder if my auto aim is turned off. I play on ps4 and sometimes it amazes me how quickly other players melt me and how much trouble I have aiming and hitting other players. I've tried messing with all different types of things in settings but none of it seems to help that much. Its weird because I mostly play ranked and I feel like most of the people I am matched with are much better than I am. Its funny too because I had made stready progress going up the ranks until I made the rank of diamond about 2 weeks ago and since then I've stalled and keep getting back to the basement of diamond which is 4800 I believe. Another thought I'd like to express to is that even though I am bad at offense I try to do everything I can to help my team mates. I really like to do everything I can to help my team win. I always ping above average equipment and every hopup I come across early in the game incase my team mate might be looking for it. Whats also strange is that I seem to get jump master alot, most of the time I like to defer to one of my team mates that has way more kills than me. I think that just makes sense lol. Sometimes I imagine my team mates seeing my stats when we first get matched up and thinking wtf this guy sucks lol. And its kind of true, but like I said I do what I can to help my team. Some of my biggest thrills and enjoyment in this game come when I am able to stay alive and be the last one alive, and somehow sneak back around and get both of my team mates banners and safely deliver them to a beacon. You might think thats funny, but some of the funnest times I've had in the game have been after recovering a team mates banner and trying to run away/hide from the enemy team as they are chasing me. I wish I could figure out my aim (I really feel like something is off and I should have better aim than I do) but since I can't I get the biggest thrill from recovering my team mates lol. And then after they respawn I am running around pinging armor and weapons for them so that we can get stronger as a team and requipped quickly. My favorite legends to play is Lifeline (obvious support class, suits my play style well) or Pathfinder(I like his mobility allowing me to travel long distances fast in trying to recover team mates banner). Also I am really looking forward to reverant because he sounds like another support class that might suit my playstyle well. Sometimes I wish there was more ways I could score points or help my team than just recovering people(I mean I still try to engage in offense and I help out I'm just not great at it). How would you guys feel if Respawn ever added like bots to the battle royal? I'm not sure what form or shape they would be in, but things you could shoot and fight and to get loot from(kinda like the flyers but they would fight back) or maybe even just like one big bot that would spawn on the map and first team to fight and kill it would get some good loot. Just an idea I had.. wish I could help my team more other than just respawns. Is it possible the match making system is broken? Maybe thats why I was progressing steadily and then have stagnated at platinum?(not sure when they changed the match making that everyone seems to be complaining about). Sorry for the rambly nature of this post if you read this far I really appreciate your patience and would love to hear your thoughts on some of the ideas I brought up

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Also one last thing – if your team mate runs away right after a firefight does NOT mean I'm not going to come back and try to revive you or grab your banner. It simply means that myself, being an unskilled offensive player would rather not get us all killed by engaging the enemy right away.. I'd rather circle back and be stealthy about it.