Losing motivation for my goal this wipe. Not sure if I want to still.

This is the most ive ever played. Lvl 43, just have one more ragman task until I unlock lightkeepers task line, but

I have SO much shit to do if I want to get Lightkeeper before wipe. Its my vision of Kappa. at my rate, and playstyle it might take me two months if im lucky, only for to wipe a month later lol

my current hurdles ahead are :

Need one Vase, One Teapot

-Only ran labs 3 times in my two years of playing although have to kill 10 raiders there

-Have to find 5 or 6 wireless military transmitters

-Need one SJ9

-Kill 20 (TWENTY) pmcs on Lighthouse, (barely know lighthouse)

-get that FiR task item that has ~20 dif spawn locations on Lighthouse (might be easy)

If I get lightkeeper, im considering it as beating the game and not playing again until 1.0 or until some revolutionary update or something along the lines of a Tarkov 2. So many other amazing games coming out, Stalker 2, CSGO 2, Forza Motorsport, Diablo 4, Tekken 8, that I just won’t likely be intrigued to do this hellacious grind again.

I get heavily addicted to tarkov, and have great fun (and frustration) playing it but for me to enjoy it, I constantly play, and its hard to work 40 hours and maintain a healthy relationship with my partner of 5 1/2 years when I can’t resist setting goals for myself in tarkov.

My sleep schedule is absolutely Tarkov fucked right now. I lay down with my girl, and my internal clock, no alarms, sleeps for 2 1/2 hours and then I wake up at 2:30am and play til 8am, then sleep again until work in a short few hours. Its been wild.

God help me if I get lightkeeper I am retiring for awhile. I had a blast.

What do you guys think?

Double down hard and get lightkeeper, or give myself a break?

Thanks for reading.

Gamer

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