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**I thought it would be very clear from this post that i'M asking why i shouldn't suicide after my experience with the game so far. I have not done it yet. so maybe you can start focusing on writting actual replies instead of flaming me for something i have not done yet.

I've just finished a session of 30 games of which I lost 20.
What made create this post is that it struck me how often my prediction of how the game would go was right after seeing the xvm data before the battle started (in all but 1 game I predicted the result). While a very good player might be able to change the outcome of a game that one-sided (my team 10+ orange or red player the enemy has 5 or less) I certainly will not be able to do that very often. in the 20 loses I've managed to finish in top 5 of my team in 15 of the 20 loses. the average base xp I've got in those loses was 208 while I got 832 in the wins.

So even if I try hard in losing battles (fall back on a losing flank to get into a better position to get some more dmg – which prolongs the time I'm in a losing battle) the xp I get is absolutely terrible. This is especially true if I'm bottom tier.

Why shouldn't I just suicide when I'm bottom tier in a game that the wot MM decided is lost from the start. I could get into the next game faster getting more xp and certainly having more fun than in a game were I will be flanked after 3minutes cos 5 ppl died in the first 2minutes. (why is the MM not better in the first place – especially in 3-5-7 games it would be enough to balance the 3 top tier guys – in games were one team has 3 tomato top tiers vs 3 green or better the predicted outcome seems to be almost always right)
I'm talking about my point of view here of course it would suck for the others in my team who believe in their chance to win even in the most lopsided MM games.

• I have to add that the reason I'm annoyed is that I try to use my care package lima final reward mission which requires me to be in top 5 and win. In 30 battles I managed to do that 3 times. (3 out of 10 victories). at this rate this is basically an almost useless reward if I do not spent an insane amount of time to get the mission done.