[RANT]: What am I even doing in this cavern crawl?

Technically not a rant, just something which I desperately want to share with someone who may understand.

So I am rushing all cavern crawl quests which means optimizing it so that it takes a minimum or at least fewer matches to complete it.
Hence you might see people playing with a hero they are unfamiliar with in un-ranked games because the said hero is supposed to open two rooms at the same time.

Everything was going well for me and I was cruising along but then I saw an amazing deal.

Win with Puck and open 3 rooms. One normal Puck quest, another one with a bunch of options hero who is 'Afraid of spiders', and even another one with a bunch of heroes (with some reason which I can't remember now)

The only problem is, I just can't play Puck.

So currently I just played and won with Puck after 10 unsuccessful attempts in the last two days. Even in this game, I was carried away by a good-hearted juggernaut.

I even request everyone pick their best heroes with cavern crawl (If they have BP) and I will just support, make all support items like Solar crest, force staff, etc, came very close to winning in two attempts but just can't seem to win at all.

So now I am sitting here, finally winning after 10 attempts thinking WTF am I doing?

Now after the misery is over, I still freak out thinking about the time I played as Puck
running like a headless chicken in every team fight.

Just wanted to share it here, Laugh at me, Sympathize with me, I don't care.
Just glad that it's finally over.

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But at what cost?
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