Last try.. archon bracket

you might think I'm just another kid who is crying and stuff but I really am disappointed the way dota match making find players in my team. I have no friends who can play dota and I can't keep playing with the random strangers who I can't trust every time I search match. It might be a little bit of an exaggeration but I am the best pos 4 {mostly phoenix,hood and doom}player alive on this planet well its not about the hero but my ultra instincts -_- that I can save my teammate when they are least expecting. Am I not learning enough? Am I not listening to my coach[Rank imm 1.6k]. Most of my dota life I was playing in guardian bracket because I was playing with my friends but now I'm just done with having fun I meant cancer is in every bracket but here I want to request to make a team and we can try new strategies and heroes, i promise to keep working hard as i am doing rn because I believe it is more fun if we all use our brains instead feelings.