What’s it worth?

I don’t know what to do. I’ve tried but lately I’m I’m either in the worlds worst slump or maybe I really suck. But I’ve been having the worst time of my life in the game lately.

I can’t get really any quests done, that one can be chalked up to just the mass amount of players doing them, but I’m struggling to even get to objectives. It took me waiting until 2 minutes left in the raid to finish checking.

Not to mention gun fights. I feel so at a disadvantage all the time. Every person I go up against is just eating rounds. From trash ammo to the best I can get currently. I can’t even get to level fucking 10. Which is crazy because I’m getting plenty of scav kills, even a few pmc kills here and there.

I just don’t know. I really, REALLY want to play and enjoy this game. I love it’s style and concept, but every time I get on, I lose another couple hundred grand worth of loot and feel like I’m just wasting time.

Has this wipe only been hard on me? I started sorta late into last wipe, but I’ve put up about 150ish hours and still feel so useless.