Things have been so bad since the marathon started. I know it'll average out, but wow the game is not fun right now! So many matches are full of high-tier players getting wrecked in the first minutes, or doing zero damage, or having no concept of map meta or minimap awareness.
Nothing I can do about it — this is the new normal — yet still a hard truth to swallow. I swear things weren't always this bad, though maybe that's just nostalgia.
I want to believe that I have a significant impact on the losses, after all I'm the only constant. But games are snowballing nearly immediately no matter if I get involved, support from the back, or play my best vehicles. It's hard to be optimistic about being able to change things when you're only 1 player out of 15.
Not sure what I'm expecting, I just needed to rant 
Edit: Just realised that game was my highest damage ever. Yay?
Edit: So I took on the advice and got stuck in a bit more, and also played some of my favourite tanks (nimble) and things are much better now (from 30% avg today back up to 54%). It's also evening, which seems to be less manic.
