I don't get it. I really don't get it.
Some days I'll get a nice win streak with high averages overall, usually getting top 3 on the scoreboard, and I'll think, "wow, maybe I'm actually getting better at this game," or, "I think I'm finally understanding how this tank works". Then I'll queue up again another day and go on the worst loss streaks, and I start doubting if I really know anything about the game or if all my good wins and win streaks were flukes. I'm constantly juggling between "I'll tryhard every game so I can learn and get better" and "maybe if I just don't care about my stats amymore, I'll have more fun", but then again, losing or winning games when I just didn't try hard enough isn't fun.
Playing this game can get SO frustrating because, like in WoWs, there's no clear way of seeing whether you're improving or not.