Does your ranked winrate matter to you ?

Hi this is my first post here but I read reddit often 😀

[Optional/useless stuff I needed to say]
I wanted to say I played Gwent during beta and left a few months later, don't really know why. I played a lot of different card games during this time because I love that.
But I started playing The Witcher Monster slayer lately to go outside and it made me want to give Gwent a try again, and now I think I can say it is the best card game on the market atm.

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I feel like I focus way too much on my ranked winrate, I constantly check it because I think I'm scared to feel bad if I have a negative one. I know some answers will be "no one cares about you" but that's not the point, it is only about self-esteem.
Because of that I don't play as much as I would like.

Do some of you have the same problem ? Any suggestion how to get rid of this feeling ?
Thanks by advance !