DotA 2 improvement diary

Hi all! This year I managed to reach Ancient 2, and then after about a month in that rank, I lost my skill. Or maybe others gained more, so I'm falling again.

I have a new understanding why I play DotA 2. I was never interested in any other teamplay sport, so this fits the role where I try to be a good team member and to support my guys. BUT.

I obviously play bad and I try my best to improve myself. What hurts me is that I'm degrading and I'll try to stop it.

Here is what I learned from my previous posts:

• When I felt like quitting after falling out from archon rank: https://www.reddit.com/r/DotA2/comments/n2gzvt/feeling_like_quitting_for_good_helpadvice/
• When I doped out of the legend rank: https://www.reddit.com/r/DotA2/comments/t5c4zz/dota_2_losing_mindset/

Now I'm back from 4.2 to 3.1 MMR, and I don't know how to win at all. It all feels random so I did ask for help. My coach told me very nice thing which I try to improve:

1. what does my team want to do
2. what does the enemy want to do

(my dota profile: https://www.opendota.com/players/339201253/overview)

So below you will see my diary: