Help needed

Hi guys,

My name is George, i'm from Romania, nicknamed psikoma or pskTHESLAYER, former Dota1 player with over 20k games in dota1, played mostly in inhouse leagues like Dotapickup, Dotainvite (was a voucher for the league, mostly watching replays of players wanting to join the inhouse) and the late dota-league. Used to be a very good pos4 player, got matches versus the old MYM team, played versus countless of pro players of those days like Merlini, Fear- and others I cannot remember as of writing this post. In the late dota1 days, when dota2 was still beta, I started playing as a carry player for a renouned USA team back in 2011, and still enjoying the game to this day. I think one of the reasons i'm still in the trench, is that i made a lot of test games, test builds and what not on my main account, which is now at around 700 MMR i think (haven't calibrated yet) and i think, the highest i've climbed is Crusader 5. Another reason I'm thinking of is the fact that, around 25 years of age, i was hit with an all high depression episode which, most of the times, locked me in place, literally couldn't move even knowing for sure i'm gonna be late for work. Took a one year break from dota2 when that happened so I could go to therapy and do the stuff that made me happy as a person, being with friends on weekends, going on long walks and the kind. From then on, everything turned to dust and ashes in regards to dota2, it felt like I wasn't the same person anymore and the game also started taking on toll on my mental health, used to rage quite a lot back then (i literally hardly ever rage at anyone, i'm fun and happy to be around people). Now, 9 years past my depression (i've been depression free since then), I feel i'm being held back in Dota2 (I have over 100k hours played on my main) and I would like to get some help from someone to check a couple of my games (mid or safe lane carry) and point out some of the biggest mistakes I'm making to his day and some sort of way to correct that. I'm gonna leave my dotabuff here and you can cherry pick what replays you want to watch, maybe even a coach me for a couple of games if anyone is up for that and i'd be extremely thanful and happy.

Anyways, thanks for reading, hope I haven't bored the **** out of everyone,

Yours trully, pskTHESLAYER

Dotabuff: https://www.dotabuff.com/players/82744607

DotaInvite times: https://ibb.co/wy7hZSn