Prayers to the RNG gods

I feel like it's time to go cry on the forums to clear my bad luck…

Every game I do great… Hit my shots reliably… Don't loose too much hp… We are ahead…

Then comes the end game, to win I need to hit this one easy shot. I aim very carefully aaannnd… Bounces… Aim carefully aaaaannnd… Misses!!!

How is it possible to miss only the crucial shots at the end of the game?

Here are some examples of 3 games in a row:
Bounced a shot on the side of a light tank (hit the track but didn't go through, perfect aim, no chance to miss)

Bounced a doubleshot with 703 v2 on the untangled upperplate of centurion 1 from the top… Yes! The crap Hull that can't even bounce from the front… Lost the game of course because now it was 2v1 except 1v1…

Missed is-m side from 20 meters away 🙁 had like 90% chance to hit… Then I missed the side of an e75 from the same range (both 1 shot btw) and then I literally slid of a flat Rock right into the water…

Why do I always have the bad luck in situations like this? It's not my aim because when I have to hit a light tank going full speed cross map it's easy as pie… But once I need the shot to win a game it just goes whatever direction is the furthest from the target…

Lost a 6v1 carry a year ago because I missed the track of a tank already tracked by 1 pixel… The aim circle was the size of the track wheel…

Please game! Hear my prayers and grand me better rng! I pray to you, rng God (Or Stalin to raise up from the grave) to guide my shells.

If you have any such experiences feel free to share and shed your bad luck 😉