Shit night. Need to rant.

Freely admit I’m not a great player. But played for two hours, lost all but one game, which was the only one I didn’t die in, and I must have done no more than 500 points of damage and killed at most two tanks.

It’s so frustrating. Every game my entire team was overwhelmed by the enemy. I don’t blame my team like some of the shit-talkers as I’m not much help myself, but I just died in a 15-0 game.

I want to learn from my mistakes, but I can’t find a pattern of errors. Everything I’m doing is clearly wrong. I try to use cover well but everyone seems to psychically know where I am and I can’t see who shot me. If I find a shot-opportunity, I have to wait 20 seconds to aim-in and by that time the target is gone or have moved behind cover, or seen me and killed me.

If I end up in a corner duel, they always manage to hit me before I can even get round, but when I wait for them they manage to get in and hit me and run back – because my tank’s missed or my hits always bounce.

And I always lose a track at the worst possible time, or catch fire with the very first shot and just fucking die.

So yeah sorry. Just need to vent. Yeah yeah, I know it’s all me and I should just get good or uninstall.