Feeling a bit tilted. Just venting my emotions.

I just lost a game to a Rioghan rain deck and I don't know how to feel about it. I was using my SK control list.
I managed to banish the Melusine and Rioghan, bleed him in round 2. So round 3 was pretty short. OP played Mushy truffle in the last round, that's why I killed his two little Havfrues. I played my Fucusya, Hjalmar and my other cards in the best order that I could.
At least that's what I thought.
In the end, I lost the game by 9 points, and I don't know what I could have done better.
Maybe I'm just not that good at the game.
But it just feels as if I would not have had enough points no matter what.
Just to clarify, I'm not complaining about Rioghan or any other cards, it's just the fact that I lost, and I don't even know why. Loosing because I got outplayed is just a normal thing, but this loss feels different.

I just wanted to vent my emotions on reddit since none of my friends play Gwent.
Maybe it's time to take a little break.