I am done with SEA

I've played in sea for the entirely of my dota experience ever since ti3 and have grown to love the certain toxic nature of the server, it was fun back in the day when we would just scream at each other but still play to win the game.

When covid started i had to stop plying for personal reasons because you know.. covid?! And during the time i was gone my rank naturally went down but i was still having fun playing from time to time.

Last Christmas came and i got a laptop as a gift for my self. It was the first time i ever bought anything for my self for the last 2years and was exited to play some ranked again, i was ranked 3000+ immortal when i last played but went down to divine1 which i thought was fine since it wasn't that far from my previous rank but maaaan was that a mistake.

It felt like every game i was playing be it me winning or Majority of the time losing everything going on around me was just pure disaster to sum it up i was playing every game 1v9 and im just so emotionally drained that i find my self just hesitating to play in sea.

I just wanna ask for some feed back to anyone who knows if the india or japan servers are any better than this hellhole of a server and if u have experience with said servers pls share it with me so i can decide to leave this god forsaken place i once called my home

Tldr: if u have experience with the indian and japan server is it any better than sea so i can choose to leave the server