I feel like it is a bad thing to be a new player now.

So the first time i tried Dota 2 was in 2019 but I couldn't even finish the tutorial because it was too hard for me and never really touched it again. I started playing lol because It was easier to start and get the basics but now I really want to get in to Dota 2 but the thing is… I am scarred of every word my team says… from uninstall to ff to noob and lots of other really disturbing things I feel like I could never learn Dota 2. I only played 2 matches + 1 solo vs bots match and I already feel shit. My uncle really loved Dota until he got married spawned kids and forgot all about gaming. He gave me lots of his gaming stuff a Xbox 360 with freestyle 3, Xbox one and lots of things. I really loved watching him play Dota 2 and always taught that he was so good even tho I didn't understand a thing he was doing. But now I feel like shit. I even met someone who defended me in one match but then he turned on me and also told me to uninstall. What do I do. 1: give up 2: don't give up 3: those are the only options i know, coz "get good" isn't an option.